Being Thin, Fat & Just Nice

I am now 65 kgs, enough to squash any living niece I have. Lying on them till they are breathless. Okay fine, a little over-emo about my weight here. But you get what I mean. Being tall and almighty does hide my weight but the fact is, at the very dark corner... I am sobbing silently because my jeans don't fit anymore! :(

And to those people who say that we should be proud of whatever size they are, well when you look at them, they are either thin people who can't get fat or those that are happily married with two kids and a house. Well, I am neither of those and being fat before has brought me a lot of trauma.

I had not much friends when I was fat, and pretty much had people calling me names and once when I tried to order a salad at a restaurant, the waiter looked bewildered and said "You, a salad?". Then he broke into a laughter and asked again "Omg, seriously, a salad?? Are you kidding me??". Yes, I have had traumatizing experiences.

And so, I lost my weight from "So Fat" to "So Hot" and had the luxury of pointing and laughing at those who have shunned me (yes, revenge is best served cold thin). Then I met Jemimi, the 5 Star Chef from Hell! Sent to make me fat and lazy.. sob sob.. be gone demon chef!! And now I am back to being fat. SIGH. Such a vicious cycle.

And so, comes my 7 day diet plan.

Day #1: To be fruitarian. Only fruits! Will measure myself tomorrow :)

Current Weight: 65 kgs
Ideal Weight: 55 kgs
Dream Weight: 45 kgs

And damn my colleagues, they packed Kentucky Fried Chicken!! T.T owhh..smells so good...

Here's to hoping I'll survive,
Jacyln Ong