Tuesday, June 5, 2007

Big Girls Don't Cry

Julia: Hey Jac, Are you giving this away?

Jacyln: Yes, dump it in the black bag and give it to the orphanage.

Julia: How about this?

Jacyln: Ahh.. that one, I’m sorry.. that’s my choki choki J

Julia: It has a name? So dirty d.. give orphanage only la..

Jacyln: Heck no! My bear bear ke-sayangan, k.

Yes Shady, if you’re reading this, the bear and practically everything you’ve given me is with me.

And why did I lie to you that I’ve given it to the orphanage?

Why would I want to hurt you? Make you angry in the last call?

Because face it, I needed you to hate me.

You’ve been sms-ing, calling me.. and I believe that is not someone’s else boyfriend is suppose to do.. to call his ex girlfriend?

I love you Shady and this is the last time I would say it. And that’s why I did it.

I want you to forget all the memories we had. I put up a happy face in front of you and pretend like you’re nothing to me. But you mean everything to me.

And knowing you, within the night itself you will message me and said how much you hated me.

I know you a lot. And well I got that message tonight.

But do you know me? Do you know that I will never give anything that has all the sweet memories of you to anyone in the world.

You’ve said it ‘ I hate you jacyln. I don’t want to talk to you. I don’t want to be your friend’ in your message.

I smirk because Shady ‘Me too! Well after the message you sent me”

So I guess we both have one thing in common now..

Wait, except for the fact that you’re god damn guilty now? If you think you’re not, shame on you!

You don’t go say you moved on and be mad at me because I am all happy that you dumped me.

It was not me that destroyed this relationship. It was US. Don't you try to wiggle out of the responsibility of that ruined this relationship!

You were the GOD DAMN ONE THAT BROKE UP WITH ME. BE HAPPY WITH IT !!

I HEAR SO MANY RUMOURS ABOUT YOUR STUPID SELF BUT I DON’T GIVE INTO IT UNLIKE A WEAKLING LIKE YOU.

YOU’RE THE WORST BOYRFRIEND I EVER HAD!

YOU ASK ME TO CHOOSE BETWEEN MY FAMILY AND YOU!

YOU ASK ME TO CHOOSE BETWEEN FRIENDS AND YOU!!

YOU DID NOT EVEN APPRECIATE ME AT ALL!!!

YOU CANT EVEN DO A SIMPLE REQUEST I ASK YOU TO DO WHILE I NEED TO DO EVERYTHING IN THE WORLD FOR YOU?

YOU BROKE UP DISRESPECTFULLY ON MY OWN BIRTHDAY?

HECK, SHOULD I TELL EVERYONE WHO READ THIS BLOG YOU FORGOT MY BIRTHDAY? THAT WAS A CLASSIC!

AND YOU STILL CAN HAVE THE GUTS TO SCOLD ME NOW?!?!

FOR FUCKS SAKE…GROW UP AND MOVE ON!!

I’ve tried to be a bigger part by letting you be my friend. And this is what I get?

All my damn tears for nothing? All the days my heart ache for nothing? All the days of whining for nothing?

You proved to me now. That it was nothing.

There are no more forgiveness in me for you.

Seriously, I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU SHADY.

Don’t call me or message me or even leave a comment on this page after you read this.

And heaven sakes, leave your twin brother out of my blog too, k.. I don't want too see anyone or hear anything from anyone of your friends. brothers, girlfriends WHATEVER.

Just let me for goodness sake live my life alright, k?

I really moved on. I'm tired of your petty complaints and fights.

I don't ever know the concept why you're fighting with me for. What do you get from it?

Sometimes it would be advisable to think before you say something.

Look, I taught you something again. YAY me.


And please. Get this message RIGHT this time.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Shady, you jerk! Leave Jac alone and go back to your girlfriend. Like what she said 'grow up and move on'

[a friend]

Anonymous said...

[another friend]

its 3am now, 3 hours since i last read the blog. i still cant understand, shad, what is the matter with u? do u know that u have hurt a gal who are better off with u in her memories? life goes on dude, and it is very unfair for u to shoot down a gal on a failed relationship like that.

worse, u got ur gal already but jac has none. so what is ur problem coming back and haunt her again? well i will be more than happy to see u answering this question.

face it dude. apologize to jac, and i mean it. be a man and apologize. wish u n ur gal well.

Anonymous said...

May we both wish he moves on. Leaves jac be and be happy where he is now.

[guess who?]

Mr. Brightside said...

walao.. 1st part damn emo tot it was gonna be a SUPER emo post... 2nd part.. damn ganas pula.. wuahahahahah.. classic.. Finally u've decided to listen to me eh . GOod for u :D