The Call

Was studying till my ex bf called.. lol..

Can say, I was pretty ready to face him..

So i picked up.

We talked and talked.

It was like old friends who didn't talk for a very long time.

I did enjoy talking to him and this time.. weirdly, i wasn't my old sob-by self.

Perhaps, I don't love him like i used to and I'm really happy for him and whatever he has now.

My friend Eric told me to sit down and really REALLY think carefully what I want in a relationship this time to prevent mishaps like this to happen again.

And I really did.

From a lot of broken relationships and broken hearts, I sat down and thought carefully.

Indeed I was ashamed of all the relationships I went through because I wasn't serious enough, not to mention commited.

But I'm finally ready to settle down. Finally ready to wait for the special one.

And I finally knew who would be the one... It was simple.

My dream boyfriend before had to be a model or rich or at least has some assets equivalent to mine.. I was rather materialistic like Paris Hilton last time..

But now, my dream boyfriend need not be handsome, rich nor someone of foreign blood..

All he has to have are the eyes where I look into and I feel love.

Ordinary people who have not underwent relationships, would just look and see a pair of eyes.. But when someone is really in love, when you look into their eyes.. You don't just see eyes.. You see what is behind those lovely eyes.

Something indescribable which makes ur heart skip a beat. Something that makes your tummy feel butterflies. Something that makes you finally understand the true meaning of love.

That is my dream boyfriend.

Until then, I will be single (woohoo!) and then be bound by chains (wuwu) when I find the right one :)