Dedicated to those heart-broken people (winks at that special person)

For those newly single-tons, read this for some support. It’s from my experience. A girl who feel deeply in love with a guy, who did not appreciate her and finally went their own separate ways.
This is my recovery to being single and living it.

Month #1
I would prefer to have a boyfriend.
My single friends would say ‘eh.. Syok what single.. No need to remember anniversary, or birthday shit”
But then I’ve gotten too much into relationships to be out of relationships.
I miss holding someone’s hand. I miss telling someone how much I love him. I miss giving them miss calls in the morning and tell them ‘wake up hunny bunny!’
I miss him a lot. I dial his number and chatted with him.
Every word he spoke made me smile.
I love him.

Month #2
We fought as friends.
He did not understand me. We stopped talking to each other.
I tried to move on by dating other guys.
But they were too boring. Nothing was better than my boyfriend.
I miss him.
I love him.

Month #3
Friends ask me to move on.
He is a jerk and asshole.
Friends see him dating with Malay girl.
My heart got broken, cannot sleep a lot of days.
Friends very sad for me and try to fill my time.
Friends intro me friends who intro me friends.
I have good times with friends.
Dating still not good coz all the guys want is fun.
I miss him.
I love him.

Month #4
Opening and replacing my relationship (singular) with friendships (plural) has changed my life.
Very happy till.. he sms me.
Very sad cause he was thinking of me.
And I actually forgot to think of him..
I miss him again.

Month #5
I stopped dating.
Give up.
Every guy ask, I say ‘No’.
Very evil and hao lian.. I know..
But then now I think I’ve been into too many relationships and I’m tired of it.

Month #6
I sat down and thought what guy I really want in my life..
Open up to dating if that guy meets my specific qualifications (J~)
Being happy doing things that I did not know my bf has restricted me too (like eating babi.. hahaha)
Life more hyper with new found friends
In other words, contented.. until
I and my ex bf met again.
His gaze was special.
It made me miss him more.
Ex- bf sms me to try to patch friendship up.
I wonder if I should reply.
Cause I still miss him.
But now, this time..
I don’t love him anymore.


That is how I became single. Hated it at first but as time moved on, my feelings for him fades. Thought I could not move on but I forced myself too.

Now, I love it, I indulge it and finally I’m loving it.

Blog Delay-ed

Argh.. exams are so near..:( Have to study d wei..


So i guess I won't be blogging for quite some time till 26th June.

Here's what's to expect by then..

1) Karaoke-Pure bar- Mamak frenzy wif Weipin, Siang ee and his french mates
2) CCParty by Ludo and Clement
3) Tioman trip (yes.. no more Redang coz Weipin thought i wasn't going and booked d)
4) Probably a one-day trip to Singapore wif Ludo~ weee *jac backpacks* Singapore depends if i still have enough cash left T.T ..wuwu
5) Melaka trip by Ash, Jill, Ian and Ric (u guys better come!.. :p )

Till then everyone, muax muax muax!

*jac ties a head band over her and yells ganbate for her exams*

All well that ends well: Last of the last classes of Semester 1/2007

It was almost the last week of university, we went into our last Managerial Communication lecture and sat way back (not much of study spirit huh? lol )..

Eric is still day dreaming about the cute girl in front of him while I was drooling at the Wang Lee Hom look-a-like (sadly, he’s taken and mind you, he’s not my target, k! Chinese = not my dream guy).. Only close friends of mine know my kind of dream guy.. *jac day dreams~~* And for goodness sake to those who answered my personality test wrongly, it is not Rain, it is not Ali baba people!! L lol

Ian on the other hand was love-wrecked. Poor Ian. My advice is to kick ur ex gf butt out of your life and join me and Eric in our single-ton club. We will even let u to be president coz of friend’s sake. :p

Jill was unhappy along with me with Kgan’s Managerial Communication Assignment 1 marks! It’s like ‘OMG’.. I mean if it wasn’t because of me and Jill (and perhaps Koci)’s hard work, he wouldn’t score a 68% for his assignment 1 of the subject! And thanks Koci (for helping me with my assignment while don sleeps slumber on the couch), I and Jill scored a Distinction for this assignment!

If you guys remember, Kgan was my bitchy ex group mate which we kicked out of our group cause he was so manipulative, rude and lazy! Not only that, he tried hitting on every girl in class. He even hit on me after calling me a ‘Bitch’!

When he got that mark, I questioned the tutor why is he given so much mark? At the side of my eye, I saw Kgan staring at me like he wanted to walk up and beat me up! Gosh.. If you see me lying unconscious in the middle of the campus, like kena pukul ah beng, you guys should know who the culprit is, k!

Then we (okay, it was me..) got really bored, we decided to be cam whores :p haha

me, jill and ash~

me and mc D guy, Ian

Me and Eric.. Ricardo.. haha :p His name damn macho eh! :p

Owh.. I would miss the whole bunch of them during my holidays J Especially Mr Eric Ricardo! He’s leaving for Australia.. No more tai kor in the group.. sob sob.. Will miss you~

After that, I went to lunch and when I went for my Case Studies in International Trade class (yes, this subject is hard-core HARD subject..), guess what? Wang Lee Hom look-a-like was presenting in my class! Practically every chick in class was drooling (ok fine.. it was me only.. haha..)

After flooding the class with my ‘drool’, I went to my Marketing Strategy class where I saw my group mate.. yeap.. the OTHER bitchy one.. He looked all lovey-dovey at me like he forgot the incident him yelling and shouting at me in public. And I was ‘whatever’ like I was Paris Hilton cause face it, we are finally off the group commitment, and when he has his next ‘menstrual’ period comes again, I won’t be there to handle it. Hmph! Good riddance with him.

And Sumesh (our marketing strategy teacher) was really amazed by our work on Durex (Even though group mate Rachel wasn’t too keen seeing high marks on it)..lol.. And the worried part about my assignment was that.. I was supposed to study it for references in the final exam!! Imagine the exam marker of my paper, would be laughing his ass off reading my Durex examples.. jac sweats~*

Everyone was like ‘Gosh Jac.. why Durex?’.. making me look like some pervert that wants to specialize in pervert-ism.. But then Durex was a topic I never regretted choosing. It was down right interesting, heck, with research on Malaysian culture, I didn’t even know Buddhist don’t go to hell even if they had sex before marriage! (I mean all Buddhist HAVE to go to hell.. but don’t worry folks, it won’t go to hell because u had sex, k? haha)

After that went for IB class where me and Jill sat at front row! (yes.. this is what I call study spirit!!! Woo hoo!!)

Then, tummy growling, my sister called me and was

Stupid Big Sister: Hello stupid sister.. u want to eat Tony Romas?

Hot Pretty Smart Sister aka Me: Like hello, obviously I want!

Stupid Big Sister: Okay la.. go take a cab to Pyramid la..

Hot Pretty Smart Sister aka me: *Hums music kesian*

Stupid Big Sister: Okay lah.. okay lah.. me and ryan come pick u up la..

Hot Pretty Smart Sister aka me: Okay love you .. hug hug!!

Stupid Big Sister: Eww… Yuck.. bye bye.. (close phone)

And I wonder why people around me who hear me talking on the phone say that I and my sister had the unusual sister-ly love bond that most sisters and brothers don’t have :s .. But I know, deep down my cheche love me! (you either have to say ‘awhh’ or call me a ‘syok sendiri’ jac :p )

In Tony Romas, I ate ………….Tony Romas beef burger!.. (yes.. I have sinned!!!)

Picture of sinful burger

The scenario was, me, my sister and her fiancée was in Tony Romas.. and

Sister: Ei.. eat the beef burger la!

Me: Cannot la cheche.. beef I allergic. Some more Buddhist believe cannot eat beef.

Sister: Aiyo.. can one lah~

Fiancee: Yala.. eat only lah..

Jac bites her lips..

And finally, with the nice burger picture flashing at its menu.. the waitress waiting for my order..

Jacyln: Give me one Tony Romas beef burger please..

And thus, I have sinned L .. But it did taste good though .. hehe

We also ate

Tony Roma's Onion Loaf.. Not advisable if u want to go on a kissing spree after that

This concludes my final day of practically all my subjects. Now all I have to do is study for my exams!!!

Argh!!! Stress!!!

P/S: Sorry to Eric and Ian.. I flied ur aeroplane for dinner.. hehe!

P/P/S: Thanks Cheche and Ryan for being proud sponsors of my Tony Romas :p

Cheche and her moo-moo ribs & finacee, Ryan

WOAH!

Call it syok sendiri.. but this website.. makes my ego fly up to heaven and never come down man!!!

I used the pic of my title in this face recognition website and walah!!

What I'm really proud of is.. the Angelina Jolie part of coz! You can say i adore her. I worship her and one day I want to grow up to be just like her. I always wanted to be hot and still manage to help the needy kids around the world (if you guys did the quiz before.. HAH!... Now you know, i'm not all Paris Hilton no? :p) So you can see me so happy! Sadly, didn't come up Paris Hilton.. lol :p Perhaps i'm still too fat to get a match of her super thin face .. sobs*

And Koci.. u see.. I'm like 1/3 ur dream girl, k :p coz i have Beyonce-ness in me! haha

Haha.. then again, this is all just ha-la-ba-loo-loo.. But this website is worth a try! Guaranteed for laughs :)

After Zoo trip.. Beijing 2008!! *woot*

Yes yes.. after the tiring day at the zoo.. my legs were numb.. my eyes could hardly open.. But i took my bag and went to Beijing 2008! If you guys were wondering what it is? No, it's not a strip joint , a stadium or a place where they sell ayams.. It's a karaoke center!! lol .. I'm a karaoke freak these days :p

Well, it first started when my friend Siang ee ..

Siang ee and er.. a nenek-looking side of me.. and NO.. i was not under the influence of alcohol

Yeah, so my friend Siang ee called me out with his other friends to go Sunshine Bar ( i wrote about it before) and because it was so packed, we ended up in Beijing 2008.

Here's how it went...

Seriously, I and Siang ee were not drinking..

Sandwiched within two leng cais.. ahh.. bahagia nyer~ hahaha :p

Ludo and me..

Me, Clement, His sister: Mallery & Korean hottie: Kimi!~

The reason why I dont smile.. I can hardly see my eyes!! haha

Clement, his sis & happy lil Siang Ee

Vivien and Ludo

Group Pic wif Ms Kelly at the end~

New friend Kimi.. really leave me an image.. that i will not forget her as a friend.. lol
Taken Cheekily by Ludo

Me and Siang ee.. berdang-dut

Bagaikan pasangan kekasih yang telah berpisah sejak Titanic! haha

Seriously.. I was NOT drinking..

Okay.. I admit it.. I am Drinking...

Drinking Coke you sily! Lol

The look of giving up after too much singing, screaming and posing

Kimi and Kelly on their Chinese song~

Ludo.. either huggin himself or have a very thin-legged girlfriend

The seats on Beijing 2008.. does look a bit korny eh? :p
It's either that, or reminds me of the previous Guess Collection.. lol

Overall view on Beijing 2008
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Price: C+
Environment: It looks like a strip joint :p But indeed.. very SPACIOUS.. infact the room was HUGE!
Grade: C
Melaka Standard: So-So
Leng lui/ Leng Chais: B-
Handsome waitress/waiter: F (all old uncles and girls over-loaded in make-up)
Choices of songs: D- .. Quite old English Songs, tons of Chinese songs
Extras (mics, toilet, etc) : Only two mics available, toilet was outside

My Day to the Zoo! - Part 4

Next stop.. MONKEY ISLAND!!

Something tells me it does animal porno

Yeap.. That is all you can get from this famous mat poser. Even I couldn't pose at good as him..

Next monkeys we saw were mother and son.. awhh...

Guess whose the monkeys!!~

We went on our journey and met many cute animals~~

Bears~

Giraffes.. ops.. i mean Elephants :p

And to top the entire day up... after a whle day visit to the zoo.. was.. MC DONALDS!!

Yesyes.. I am... a hypocrite >:P hahaha

My Day to the Zoo! - Part 3

Next, we went to the tiger's den (coz the lion's one were all busy sleeping! <-- i bet leonie sure kecewa.. lol :p )

Faster la.. take my pic! take my pic!

look at me! ops.. i mean the tigers!~ :p (jac full of herself.. lol)

Horny tiger on prowl...

Don's sentences: abah abah.. i horny bah.. mari lah..

Then again.. their horny-ness know no bandingan if too...


Aren't they "horny"? lol..

Ok.. next move was the reptile area.. Every croc we see are all emo like this..

Perhaps, Steve Irwin's death.. struck them really hard..

Another emo animal i would introduce is..


As you can see.. Burung 'Emo' ni.. emo till the fact, you can't see them any where around their cage.. must be emo-ing kat their rumah kut.. kecian....

And one advice I would give to animals. if they was to emo.. emo the whole way.. like the burung emo up there.. And if you want to be scary.. be scary the whole way.. i mean look at this..

It's half scary and half cute? lol..

I am hantu bubu~~ fear me~~~

You get what I mean now? :)

So back to our journey.. We met mr kura kura on the way.. and siap posing with mr kura kura..

Group pic!